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TORONTOISBROKEN

by Toronto Is Broken

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1.
VHS 00:49
"A snuff film, by definition, is a movie, Or film loop produced, er, for profit. It contains an onscreen- And that’s usually as far as it goes-" "-solitude, a loss of freedom, the aftermath of your crime, All these play-" "It’s not meant to be pleasant, It’s meant to disturb you." "Um, like real violence, real violence does, Real violence disturbs me." "These are some of the most horrifying images ever recorded, And should be viewed with discretion."
2.
(Demons in my head) (Oh, I wish I could) (Make them leave) (I’m born and I’m bred) (Just to give birth and breed) (Demons in my head) (Oh, I wish I could) (Make them leave) (I’m born and I’m bred) Just to give birth and Breed Behind the bars I feel my eyes burn Stand in line And wait for my turn Behind the bars I feel their eyes burn Stand in line And wait for my turn Wait for my turn Demon in my head Oh, I wish I could make them leave Born and I’m bred Just to give birth and breed Demons in my head Oh, I wish I could make them leave Born and I’m bred Just to suffer Wait for my turn Wait for my I’m hyperactive and it’s taking effect And they’re writing down next what they’re gonna inject I’m far too manic and they’re pleased to see They can do what the fuck they want with me I’m a fish in a bowl Watch me swim We’re never let out but we’re welcomed in They keep on staring from the sidelines Telling us we’re sick Just to give birth and breed We fall in line We fall in line Demons in my head Oh, I wish I make them leave Born and I’m bred Just to give birth and breed Demons in my head Oh, I wish I could make them leave Born and I’m bred Just to give birth and (Demons in my head) (Oh, I wish I could) (Make them leave) (I’m born and I’m bred) (Just to give birth and breed) (Demons in my head) (Oh, I wish I could) (Make them leave) (I’m born and I’m bred) (Just to give birth and breed) Force The suffering Force The suffering (To stay silent) Wait for my turn Just to suffer Wait for my turn We fall in line Stay silent Force The suffering We fall in line Force The suffering To stay silent Wait for my turn Hello? (I got a gift for you) Oh, no way! What is it? (I got you a present) Oh, thank you, Now it’s time for you to Fucking bleed We fall in line We fall in line Force the suffering To stay silent Cut them up There’s nothing I Can do anymore (Breed)
3.
Would you die for this great cause, Or comply as your veins pour? Let your eyes synthesize what the brain saw, As you're drained on the slate floor Would you try to escape all your masters? Martyrs, a fate that they're carving, The makers have marked us You abide for this great cause, Choke on pride when it tastes raw Let your mind analyze what the pain brought, As you're drained on the slate floor Cathartic, The pressure imparted, The stress of the pain when it lasted Halve it, follow the halfwit Numb to the brain as I’m led down the path and it’s over (When you lie on the slate floor) Numb to the brain as I’m led down the path and it's marked us (When you lie on the slate floor) Cathartic, The pressure imparted, The stress of the pain when it lasted Halve it, follow the halfwit Numb to the brain as I’m led down the path and it’s over (...brain as I'm led down the path and its over) Numb to the brain as I’m led down the path and it's marked us (When you lie on the slate floor) Cathartic, The pressure imparted, The stress of the pain when it lasted Halve it, follow the halfwit Numb to the brain as I’m led down the path and it’s over Cathartic, The pressure imparted, The stress of the pain when it lasted Halve it, follow the halfwit Numb to the brain as I’m led down the path and it’s over (When you lie on the slate floor) Cathartic, The pressure imparted, The stress of the pain when it lasted Halve it, follow the halfwit Numb to the brain as I’m led down the path and it’s over Numb to the brain as I’m led down the path and it’s over Martyrs, a fate that they're carving, The makers have marked us
4.
(In your dreams exist) I cried, another victim and it’s just life Rough night, now I’m sitting with the blunt knife I tried, doing damage to my own kind, They’re so right: I’m just a savage and a lowlife I slipped the chains, I’m loose now No one’s safe, the truth's out Sick of the pain, the game is won, I’m not prepared to lose now Quick to blame my own lies Sick, my brain, it’s own mind Going insane, the rage is blinding me, and then I cried Another victim and it’s just life Rough night, now I’m sitting with the blunt knife I tried, doing damage to my own kind, They’re so right: I’m just a savage and a lowlife I’m just a savage and a lowlife I’m just a savage and a lowlife I tried, doing damage to my own kind They’re so right: I’m just a savage and a lowlife They’re so right: I’m just a savage and a lowlife I cried, another victim and it’s just life Rough night, now I’m sitting with the blunt knife I tried, doing damage to my own kind, They’re so right: I’m just a savage and a lowlife (In your dreams exist) Rough night, now I’m sitting with the blunt knife I’m just a savage and a lowlife I cried, another victim and it’s just life, Rough night, now I’m sitting with the blunt knife I tried, doing damage to my own kind They’re so right: I’m just a savage and a lowlife I cried, another victim and it’s just life, Rough night, now I’m sitting with the blunt knife I tried, doing damage to my own kind They’re so right: I’m just a savage and a lowlife
5.
Hold me down Make me bleed Hook me up To the lies you feed Drink up the poison ‘Cuz I know I’m not getting out (You hold me down) I pray the end comes Quickly so I Don’t have to feel The way you drip Feeding me 'Til I’m numb to what is real (Down) (Down) Hold me down make me bleed Hook me up to The lies you fucking feed Spit up the truth Hold me down make me bleed Drip drip drip drip Feed me I pray the end comes Quickly so I Don’t have to feel The way you drip Feeding me 'Til I’m numb to what is real (Numb to what is real) I pray the end comes Quickly so I Don’t have to feel The way you drip Feeding me 'til I’m Numb to what is real Hold me down Make me bleed Hook me up To the lies you feed Drink up the poison Cuz I know I’m not getting out (You hold me down) You use me up You use me up (You hold me down) You use me up Drip drip drip drip Feed me I pray the end comes Quickly so I Don’t have to feel The way you drip Feeding me 'til I’m numb to what is real I pray the end comes Quickly so I Don’t have to feel (Don’t have to feel) The way you drip Feeding me 'til I’m numb to what is real (Numb to what is real) (You hold me down)
6.
Strike at the first thing I see I can’t pretend I’m human if I don’t wanna be Blind, acute sense of smell Blood is a taste I know all too well, yeah Hide away from the daylight Sharpening my teeth Hunt them down throughout the night, fresh meat I can’t help myself, I want more No bark, all bite, yeah, I like it raw Yeah I like it raw Hide away from the daylight Sharpening my teeth Hunt them down throughout the night, fresh meat I can’t help myself I want more No bark, all bite, yeah, I like it raw I can’t help myself, I want more No bark, all bite, yeah, I like it raw I got a flavour for my suffering I got a taste for all my demons and they’re struggling Raw, bitten more than I can chew I’m getting bruised from the use ‘til I lose my jaw I want it all Hide away from the daylight Straight to the veins and I’ll mainline stakes to my brain like I can’t help myself, I want more No bark, all bite, yeah, I like it raw I can’t help myself, I I seek fresh meat I strike I can’t help myself, I I can’t help myself, I want more No bark, all bite, yeah, I like it raw (I can’t help myself I want more) I can’t help myself, I I seek fresh meat, I strike Build up immunity to toxic games I bottle up all the poison I accumulate Venom at the back of my mouth Open up wide let it all spill out, yeah Disintegrate, degenerate everything that I hate New found omnipotence, apex state Though I reign supreme, I want more No bark, all bite, yeah, I like it raw (Yeah I like, yeah I like it raw) Yeah I like it raw I can’t help myself, I I can’t help myself, I want more No bark, all bite, yeah, I like it raw I-I-I can’t help myself, I I seek fresh meat, I strike I can’t help myself, I I can’t help myself I want more No bark, all bite, yeah, I like, yeah, I like it raw (I can’t help myself, I want more) (I seek fresh meat, I strike) I can’t help myself I want more No bark, all bite, yeah, I like it raw
7.
Blood Rites 04:46
Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire, swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up, in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Adorn the bridle Of the heretic Upon my head The cord of salvation Pulling tight around my neck Your dead shall live And their bodies shall rise Dwell in the dust For the sacrifice Your dead shall live And their bodies shall rise Dwell in the dust For the sacrifice Your dead shall live And their bodies shall rise Dwell in the dust For the sacrifice Your dead shall live And their bodies shall rise Dwell in the dust For the sacrifice Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Adorn the bridle Of the heretic Upon my head The cord of salvation Pulling tight around my neck Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Find myself Find myself Find myself Find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Throw me in, let me sink So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Save my soul, draw my blood As the fire swells Drink it down, burn my body Light me up in hell Adorn the bridle Of the heretic Upon my head The cord of salvation Pulling tight around my neck As the fire swells Light me up in hell So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself As the fire swells Light me up in hell So I cannot tell Skin to ashes On the other side I find myself Your dead shall live And their bodies shall rise Dwell in the dust For the sacrifice Your dead shall live And their bodies shall rise Dwell in the dust For the sacrifice Your dead shall live And their bodies shall rise Dwell in the dust For the sacrifice Your dead shall live And their bodies shall rise Dwell in the dust For the sacrifice
8.
Laid bare, do you hate me? Offering at your feet Don’t care if you break me (Break me) I want to feel release Crawl away to a place where no one hears you scream Drown me out as I pray Silence wash over me (Silence wash over) Mary had a little lamb Turn him red, take him to slaughter Now his blood is on her hands She’s become the perfect daughter Save your soul by the skin of your teeth Little lamb, little lamb are you ready to bleed? Drowning inside, count your sheep Water and ice, pray with me Crawl away to a place where no one hears you scream Drown me out as I pray Silence wash over me (Silence wash over) Silence wash over me (Silence wash over) Where no one hears you scream Crawl away to a place where no one hears you scream Drown me out as I pray (Water and ice) Pray with me Pray with me (Pray with me) Save your soul by the skin of your teeth Little lamb, little lamb are you ready to bleed? Drowning inside, count your sheep Water and ice, pray with me
9.
(Trailing limbs that chase my grave this) The phantom speaks and his madness whispers (The sandman creeps, his sadness listens) Hand them peace in a stab of crimson (The phantom weeps, the madman glistens) I’m fading, lost in my sense I’m craving (Pain, I’m wasted, paving hatred) Dreams that plague me, I’m flailing, aimless Trailing limbs that chase my grave this Dream state Deep breath Dark water Clean slate Dream state Deep breath Dark water Clean slate Dream state Hide there Dark nights Nightmares No paths escape This peace won’t wait (Dream state) (Won’t wait) (Dream state) No paths escape This peace won’t wait (Dream state) (Trailing limbs that chase my grave this) Dream state Hide there Dark nights Nightmares No paths escape This peace won’t wait Pull me down by the weight of Anaesthesia Now I know (Now I know) I’ll never get up again (Trailing limbs that chase my grave) Pull me apart by the weight of (The sandman creeps, his sadness listens) Anaesthesia (The phantom weeps, the madman glistens) Dream state Hide there Dark nights Nightmares No paths escape This peace won’t wait Pull me down Pull me down by the weight of Anaesthesia Now I know I’ll never get up again Pull me out of nightmares Pull me out of this (I’ll never get up again) Pull me out of nightmares Bring me back to I’m fading, lost in my sense I’m craving Pain, I’m wasted, paving hatred Dreams that plague me, I’m flailing, aimless Trailing limbs that chase my grave this Dream state Hide there Dark nights Nightmares No paths escape This peace won’t wait Pull me apart Escape this (Dream state) Pull me under No paths escape This peace won’t wait Pull me down by the weight of Anaesthesia (Pull me down by the weight of) Now I know (Now I know) I’ll never get up again (I’ll never get up) I’ll never get up again Pull me out of nightmares (Pull me out of this dream state) Pull me out of this (I’ll never get up again) Pull me out of nightmares Bring me back to (Bring me back to) Pull me apart by the weight of Anaesthesia Dream state Hide there Dark nights Nightmares No paths escape This peace won’t wait
10.
I found out Nothing really matters to me We’re all fading into obscurity Break you down Call me your king Who doesn’t give a fuck I was spat out by the mouth of a god No truth in what we believed in For so long Learn to embrace this devastation In chaos I am reborn Now I’m breaking apart I feel the thrill Done playing my part I can’t keep still Now I’m tearing apart The great moth’s wings Welcome the dead Standing, rotting, waiting (I was spat out by) (I was spat out by) (Nothing matters to me) I was spat out by the mouth of a god Euphoria Break you down I spit you out from my- No truth in what We have believed in We decay in the dark Emerge from corruption Empire of destruction I embrace this devastation From the chaos I carve I am reborn again Euphoria Euphoria I spit you out from my- (There is no light now) (There is no light now) (There is no light now) No need to fight now There is no light now All my flesh and blood will cease to flow Know this cruel comprehension There will be no ascension Lying cold underground All alone I spit you out from my mouth I was spat out by the mouth of a god The mouth of a god The mouth of a god The mouth of a god Break you down Call me your king Who doesn’t give a fuck I was spat out by the mouth of a god No truth in what We have believed in We decay in the dark Emerge from corruption Empire of destruction I embrace this devastation From the chaos I carve I am reborn again Euphoria (Embrace the moment and it all ends) Embrace the moment and it all ends Embracing your trivial existence (Trivial existence) (Empire of destruction) Break you down Call me your king Because I was spat out by the mouth of a god
11.
(Nihilist at heart) So, did I ever care for my existence? Or stare upon the world, ignore my own resistance? Could I ever bare my soul, exhausting my ambitions? When I’m too numb to really fit this Is it confusion or clarity, collusion with insanity Reducing what my options are I’m choosing my reality Or am I losing to their vanity The truth is in the gravity See, I’m a nihilist at heart I’ll annihilate the spark you feel, I’m thriving in the dark Greed, you see my pride is fading fast I guess I’m finding that the game we play is hiding what we can’t Am I a pessimist? Or am I free from what you settle with? You wrestle with your loyalty, I know the pain that’s festering It’s clear that you’re all tied to this You’ve made the bed you’re lying in But I’m a nihilist (I'm a nihilist) But I’m a nihilist Did I ever care for my existence? Or stare upon the world, ignore my own resistance? Could I ever bare my soul, exhausting my ambitions? When I’m too numb to really fit this Is it confusion or clarity, collusion with insanity Reducing what my options are, I’m choosing my reality Or am I losing to their vanity The truth is in the gravity But I’m a nihilist It’s clear that you’re all tied to this You’ve made the bed you’re lying in But I’m a nihilist See, I’m a nihilist, I’m wired on it I’m sick of all the lies, I’m getting tired of it All these broken promises, you’re thriving off it High up on the pedestal, you feed your god the choir’s honest It’s time to pour the fire on this Baptise in the violet, like a violent polish It’s clear that you’re all tied to this You’ve made the bed you’re lying in But I’m a nihilist (Nihilist) But I’m a nihilist I’m a nihilist, I’m wired on it I’m sick of all the lies, I’m getting tired of it All these broken promises, you’re thriving off it High up on the pedestal, you feed your god the choir’s honest It’s time to pour the fire on this Baptise in the violet, like a violent polish It’s clear that you’re all tied to this You’ve made the bed you’re lying in But I’m a nihilist (Nihilist)
12.
"Get away from me!" I dream about things way beyond this land, this fear Will I eventually evaporate? I definitely wanna still be here But for now I'm just creating space for what is still to come Still to come I dream about things way beyond this land, this fear Will I eventually evaporate? I definitely wanna still be here But for now It feels like the part of me I've always been searching for I'm just creating space for what is still to come Should I make an omen with chemicals? The system is so perpetual Once you let them in, fear will literally kill you from the inside Don't think I think too much I dream about things way beyond this land, this fear Will I eventually evaporate? I definitely wanna still be here But for now It feels like the part of me I've always been searching for
13.
(Split the, split the, split the, split the) (Split the, split the, split) Is it just me, or is it just you? A little case of deja vu in your brain, is that the same cat? See the same old shit brings the pain - crack, Whiplash snapping your neck as it cranes back And then if I’m the new normal - why am I so fucking deranged, is it boredom? I’ve never felt mortal, but now I’m getting mortal to get away from the flaws I’m effect, you’re the cause I see the circle and pause I see the cycle I signed here You’re the clause I see us fighting, you liked the force You had us wrong though we’ll ride the storm, so I see the circle Judgmental, hurtful A virus that’s fertile The light that you sparked is what burned you I heard you It’s time to split the circle (Ha) Split the circle (Ha) It’s not a virus when you’re the cause It’s time to split the circle (Yeah) Split the circle The light that you sparked is what burned you I heard you It’s time to switch the circle Switch the circle (Switch, switch, switch) Switch the circle Switch the circle (Circle) (Split the, split the, split the, split the) I’m effect you’re the cause I see the circle and pause I see the cycle they rise For your applause You had us fighting divided wars Dividing us But you had us wrong though I see your circle Judgement infernal Your virus eternal The light that we sparked is what burned you we’ve turned you We’re gonna split the circle (Ha) Split the circle Split the circle The light that you sparked is what burned you I heard you It’s time to switch the circle I see the circle and pause I see the cycle they rise For your applause You had us fighting divided wars Dividing us But you had us wrong though I see your circle Judgement infernal Your virus eternal The light that we sparked is what burned you we’ve turned you We’re gonna split the circle And there’s no purpose to this mental exertion Your lies and our turmoil This fire that we light of your idols It’s final, it’s time to break the cycle (Break!) Break the cycle Break the cycle (Break!) Break the cycle
14.
Cause I’ve always had a taste for pleasure and purpose Life doesn’t serve us I don’t deserve it I’m just a hermit Jump out of the pan and my legs in the furnace A little bit of self-doubt A little bit of self-clout A little off the ledge but the edge doesn’t scare me, it tells me I’m still loud Hedonistic, I’m free to be sick, I’m realistic, I’m b2b with this freak within me It sees, within shit, there’s freedom in sick-ness Freedom in this lust Greed within this touch See, I’m finding what you want But your purpose got you lost (Lost) But your purpose got you Freedom in this Hell Greed you can’t repel You take everything you want But your purpose got you (lost) (But your purpose got you, got you) Freedom in this lust Greed within this touch See, I’m finding what you want But your purpose got you lost Ocean carry me away Fill my lungs with pleasure and purpose (Freedom in this lust Greed within this touch See, I’m finding what you want But you’re purpose got you) Ocean carry me away Fill my lungs with pleasure and purpose (But your purpose got you) Ocean carry me away Fill my lungs with pleasure and purpose Pleasure and purpose
15.
(Don't hurt me) We start to fray Pulling us further Worlds away We’re wearing thin Sever the ties to everything Long enough ago To grow on my own from this Can you see me now What I’ve got to show for this Through all the light I feel the chill Maybe we’re just the same And from the wreckage of my light Hanging by a thread Losing my emotion And can you see me Through your eyes Hanging by a thread Wishing you were closer Are you as cold as I am? Maybe we’re just the same Just the same And from the wreckage of my light Hanging by a thread Losing my emotions And can you see me Through your eyes Hanging by a thread Wishing you were closer From the wreckage of my lies (My emotions) And can you see me Through your eyes Hanging by a thread Wishing you were closer All that we once had No choice but to forget The fear of never finding this again You still live in my head (Live in my head) Face up To the way I can’t relate To anybody but you (You still live in my head) Wishing you were closer (Wreckage of my lies) Wishing you were closer (Losing my emotions) Wishing you were closer (See me through your eyes) Wishing you were We are just the same And from the wreckage of my light Hanging by a thread Losing my emotion And can you see me Through your eyes Hanging by a thread Wishing you were closer (And can you see me through your eyes) Wishing you were closer My emotions Just the same And from the wreckage of my light Hanging by a thread Losing my emotion And can you see me Through your eyes Hanging by a thread Wishing you were closer And from the wreckage of my light My emotions And can you see me Through your eyes Hanging by a thread Wishing you were closer

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released December 1, 2023

Written by Christian Hoffman
Published by FiXT Music
Mixed by Christian Hoffmann
Mastered by Shane McEnhill
Produced by Toronto Is Broken
Cover Art by Cory Todd

"Breed", "Drip Feed", "Blood Rites", "Threads"
Written by Christian Hoffmann and Rhianna Evans

"Martyrs"
Written by Christian Hoffmann, Sebastian Van Driel, and George Lever
Produced by Toronto Is Broken and George Lever

"Nihilist", "Circle"
Written by Christian Hoffmann and Sebastian Van Driel

"LOWLIFE"
Written by Christian Hoffmann, Sebastian Van Driel, and Ben Adcock
Produced by Toronto Is Broken and Lateral

"Raw", "Pleasure + Purpose"
Written by Christian Hoffmann, Rhianna Evans, and Sebastian Van Driel

"Shower Prayer"
Written by Christian Hoffmann, Rhianna Evans, and George Lever
Produced by Toronto Is Broken and George Lever

"Anaesthesia"
Written by Christian Hoffmann, Rhianna Evans, Sebastian Van Driel, and Tyler Simpson
Published by FiXT Music and FiXT Entertainment

"Euphoria"
Written by Christian Hoffmann, Rhianna Evans, George Lever, and Nathan Smart
Guitar by George Lever
Produced by Toronto Is Broken and George Lever

"Altered States"
Written by Christian Hoffmann and Natalie Parsons
Mixed by Christian Hoffmann and Natalie Parsons
Produced by Toronto Is Broken and Natty Lou

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